Chacha.

new

2006-01-01T20:23:36Z

i made a new journal.

www.livejournal.com/~jstnk_o
add please

fuck.

2005-12-31T22:36:48Z

its new years eve and it needs to not be raining. seriosuly.

jetpack.

2005-12-30T19:37:35Z

hi i love driving. i'm so fucking good at it. i also love my mom so much lately. not nicole becasue she's silly and wanted to take like 55 of my cds to her friend's house over night. psh.

so i love christmas and i hate that i have to wait another whole year for it to come again. the highlight of it was basically watching my mom and my drunk aunt play pingpong. i got a doodle bear and a million cds. woo!

school christmas too, was amazing. everybodyz all "merry christmas heres a present!" ms williams gave out playdough. i didnt take out a pen for the whole day. i cut 8th period with fez and we went outside and ran around and did flips and stuff :]

i love jess and angie a whole lot. we chain sleepover-ed. and we are so much better then everyone else. and thats it.

c_0ck_x @ 2005-12-21T21:34:00

2005-12-22T03:34:46Z

birthdayyy<3333 x 236592375013
tomorrow is gonna suck
cause it wont be my birthday anymore.

snow<3

2005-12-04T22:56:22Z

it snowed in case you're a vampire and didn't look out your window today. snow makes me feel like everything is perfect. i don't care that i have homework, or that we have to go back to school tomorrow or anything. i love life<3

i really hate talking to people when they're all sad. its a real downer. life could be so much worse, get over your stupid problems. if something upsets you, then don't think about it. think about the snow, and the christmas lights, and the christmas music, and your friends. why can't everybody think like me.

my birthday is so soon.. its not even funny :D sgkhsldfgk!!

November.

2005-11-13T23:32:00Z

woah update. kay so umm, halloween. fun. pictures that i don't have/feel like posting.

i stayed home on friday for the first time in like.. forever. it was fine with me :] the morning i went to ihop with nicole and laura cause i love them &ihop. then we went to circut city where they were handing out star wars pins. be jelous. then we came home &played ddr and watched the goofy movie.

Yesterday i went to jess's house with brian, fez, angie &tom. we watched fight club &mallrats. then we went outside and did stupid shit. fun.

I had to say goodbye to Laura on the phone when i got home cause mom wouldnt let me walk there. yeah she left to live in north carolina this morning. no one understands how much i'll miss that kid. she's the only one of nicole's friends that i've always liked a whole lot. and nicoles really upset and depress and she will be for quite a while since laura's probably not coming back to visit till summer. that makes me real sad.

Today i was awaken by tom, brian, &fez frantically iming me to wake up. so within half an hour me &jess went over to fez's. i tried to sleep but that didn't work out. i was fine with staying at fez's but everybody's all "rahh lets go for a walk" so we got bawls at 711 and walked to toms to get his hat then we walked to brian's and watched spongebob. then we went home. funkinda.

Marissa DeMarino is coming over in 2 weeks :]

that's from a while ago but i thought you all should see how bangin we look in sweet16 dresses :]

c_0ck_x @ 2005-10-03T15:00:00

2005-10-03T20:01:38Z

i love dance class<3.
the end.

Holes

2005-09-11T00:51:25Z

I redid the layout. I don't really like it cause it's alot like the last one I had. Oh well:)

So school isn't so bad. Accept the fact that I have barely any friends in my classes. I miss my classes from last year. my lunch period sucks. i wish there was more people i knew there. Well it's to early for me to care anyway. My art teachers crazy, it makes me laugh. Everything else isn't interesting enough to say.

Yesterdayy me and Brian went to Jess's house after school and danced in the front yard. Then we went to the mall. We were with Angie, Ryan, Steve, James, Kevin, and Tia for a while. Then Jess got sad so I'm her boyfriend and Brian's her girlfrind. we were there for freakishly longer than we usually are so we were madd tired. but we're not aloud to ever stop walking in the mall so that made it worse. So apparently they're making a new law that you can't get into the mall unless your 17 or with someone over 21. Great.

I slept till 1 today. It was the best feeling ever. Then I did.. nothing. And now Holes is on Disney channel :) Dance starts Monay, can't wait<3

ow.

2005-08-06T03:12:21Z

i just reached back to get my water that was on the floor and my chair fell back. fuck you chair.

so i went bowling the other day, that was pretty fucking cool. &&&i love my angels<3 &our movie.

i fucking hate summer. i dont give a shit about how moch school sucks i just want it to fucking start already so the sun can go into hiding for the year. i miss pants, and sweatshirts, and gloves, and long sleeves, and big socks, and snow, and trees without leaves, and dance. yeah. everything will be better when its cold. cause i hate waking up not being able to breathe cause its so hot. fuck you summer.

yeah so Brian Rod just walked to my house and brought me a hot pocket. To repay him i'm spreading the word of his awesomeness.

SCORE.

2005-07-29T03:41:04Z

oh yes. my livejournal works again. i winnnn.

okay so last time i updated was like.. last day of school. so i gota 75 on the science regents. sweet. OMG RECITAL. that really really kicked ass to the extreme. dress rehersal went great except dave almost dropping me on my face. lyrical didn't even look that bad on stage which is the shock of the century. the last night was fabbb. no one messed up smallgroup and it looked amazing. oh the music stopped in the middle of cabaret at the most inconvenient time - when i was ontop of jenna. i fucking can't wait for the videoo.
rose is a fucking bitch piece of shit cunt for screwing everyone over and not caring that she is going to make what could have been the best year ever - crap. i'm not letting her do that to me. i have to call her back againnn, and then i have to go and find her and scream my face of at her to fix the fucking simple problem. maybe i'll bring danielle, that'd work. anyone else wanna help me just lemme know.

yeah. sometime within the past couple of weeks i hung out with jenna. then i hung out with carine. then zoe &em. fun times =)<333!
jess got back from hawaii. so me her &angie are fucking amazing charlies angels. we went to the mall and bought water guns. that was a fucking shit load of fun. tuesdayy. we saw charlie and the chocolate factory. we brought our water guns and filled them up. the movie was great. when it was over it was around 11:30 and there was litterally no one there.. we couldn't even find anyone that worked there. this resulted in a huge watergun fight. 8) we slept over my house. went to sleep at 8am after watching you got served. then we went to angies and sat in the AC watching movies. then we slept over. woo.

yes its been a great few weeks. i <333 my livejournal &i know you all missed mee.

woah.

2005-06-25T03:43:25Z

i finished nineth grade.

my computers working again. for now.

me &alyssa &jenna &mike we're gonna go to adventureland, but theres no time or money for that at the moment. well it's been summer for a week. i haven't done anything. i love it. well i went shopping with mommy today to get a bathing suit. i wasnt gonna bother but jess's pool party is soon &mommy INSISTED on it cause she already bought nicole some.

so it was the last week of dance classes. way sad. i missed krista's hugeness<3 hugehugehuge party x3460346 for 65 people on sunday. gosh, can't wait. then i have no social life for all of next week cause of dress rehersal &recital. then, when that ends - the world stops spinning &i sudenly have nothing to do anymore. i just watched the lizzie mcguire movie.

layoutfuckyes

2005-05-28T02:45:18Z

new layout.

i'd like you to comment if you like it :)

♥

suckmydick

2005-05-22T23:30:29Z

guesswhat i had a life this weekend.

friday was the talent show. me &jess had fun singing along to 50cent songs<3 afterwards we lied down &found the big dipper while everyone else was leaving. her mommy took me home &i immediently went to sleep.
after dance on saturday. i went to angies &we ate bbq &watched an amazing horse rase on tv. crazy shit. THEN we went to this carnival thing &the first delema was that the insane hobos running the thing charge way to much money for tickets, so we didnt go on that many rides. the second one we went on, omg- well, it started to rain. hard. &basically by the time we left we were completely dretched &couldnt feel our faces. hot chocolate is all good though<3

today basically sucked kinda. me &angie woke up way early. i went to dance. fuckinggg small group kills me inside. the only thing that kept me from colapsing when i got home was the fact that me &melissa were going to shove needles through our bellies later &then we were gunna go to the mall so i could buy blue hair dye for tomorrow. but then her show ended late &we didnt have time to go to the mall, which is a totalllll downer man, cause i wanted sososososo badly to dye my hair blue for barestage rehersal tomorrow so i could tell rose that it was permanent &see her flip a shit cause she deserves that for being a total fucking bitch to me all the time. dammit. so me &melissa went to her house &waited for her dad to get home. i was happy to hangout with her &stuff cause we dont that much anymore. so on the way to tatoo lous we planned the whole thing out [i was gunna go first] &we were way excited. we got there, the guy told us we need to go to a notery &get shit signed first, damn. we WILL do this by the weekend i swear. rawr.

i have to stay after just to funish a fucking english project. i hate her. so much.
up coming->
4day week
4day week
5day week
2days
thats ittttt♥

woahblonde

2005-05-12T23:32:18Z

so there we go. blonde. =)
alright so it looks pretty damn buckets in the picture, but in real life it came out too streaky and i seem to be the only one that sees the oranginess >:P well if i attend the mall tomorrow ima puchase more dye &try to fix it. shool sucks. selvaggio sucks more. 19 days. ♥

may.

2005-05-10T18:58:42Z

tomorrow - blonde hair
for real this time :D

i am extatic for school to end. 21 days. thats right, 21 days. My GPA was the best it's been in a really long time - 88 :)
Selvaggio's giving us a project tomorrow. And she can suck my dick.
I went to angie's friday. It was posatively amazing. we should start a soccer team. &we wrestled to.
After dance on saturday me &melissa went to the southshore mall. i purchased a cd for the first time in 3485703467 years. &borrowed some nail polish &a ring from hottoppic.
sunday was mother's day of course. the most pointless holiday ever created by Hallmark. I planned to do the dishes. but i fell asleep after dance &woke up to my sister doing them. &&&she made some chocolate.. muffin things. they were really good despite the fact it made me look bad ;) so i made dinner. speghetti, the only thing i can cook. woo.
I need to clean my room.
my mom bought strawberries.

vacation?

2005-04-24T23:24:24Z

there seems to be more and more reasons to hate connetquot everyday.
i hate how teachers give piles of homework because they think you have the whole "vacation" to work on it.
dance is good lately i guess.
i haven't been going out alot lately.. and i dont care that much. sarah's party on friday was fun though ;D & i think i'm hanging out with brittany tomorrow :) & i hate how hair dye just.. doesn't work. now the roots are blonde.. great. i'll hopefully try it again before thursday. what a waste of money though.

oh yeah &i changed the layout. woo?

thatsall♥

hmm, april.

2005-04-09T12:55:30Z

I have..not much to say. I hate when i wake up at 8 on a saturday and can't fall back asleep like a normal human being. So it's april, and for the past week or so i thought it was may. I hate school, blahblahblah. I haven't been getting out much. except for the fact that i take like 2-3hour walks around the earth everyday. OMGYESTERDAY i walked all the way to steve's and stood on a skateboard. That is my new hobby and i am determinded to steel someones skateboard so i dont have to pay 7304746836 dollars for my own 8)I don't go on the computer nearly as much as you do anymore. I'm enjoying the time that i can stand outside without getting drained and beat up by the sun. The pope is dead. Ha. It's totally fucking gross that he's been lying there dead rotting for a whole week. Bleh. I think they finally buried him though. Catholic school were off yesterday cause the pope effects their lives SOOMUCH. Whatev.

My moms been making banana bread like every two weeks for quite a while. I can't explain the joy.

<3

c_0ck_x @ 2005-02-28T19:47:00

2005-03-01T01:59:35Z

I don't wanna leave this thing completely behind so I figured I'd update like.. once a month?

So I hope everyone's vacation was wonderously buckets. Mine was pretty good. My mommy bought me some stuff, I hung out with some people, the mall on friday was funfunfun. Yeah I like sleeping untill 12:30 everydayyy<33
*sigh* It's snowing again. They're already taking days off of some vacation somewhere so I hope theres a delay - though I won't be sad if school is actually cancelled 8) Sachem has no school of course. What a fucking surprise. I hope they have no summer.

So it's my first day back and it was hell. Sometimes my teachers talk so loud it hurts my ears.
I'm going to fail science. I got a 48 on the last test. I thought I did so good on that test. Which would have made sence because I studied harder than I have ever studied for a test in that class and it was really easy. "those who are getting grades in the 40s arent trying hard enough and its only going to get harder" blah blah fuckingfuck. Whatever.

I do not care about the fucking sunami.
I don't.

WOW UPDATE

2005-01-18T21:28:56Z

well
here we go
on a rant.

i cannot possably describe my hatred for connetquot highschool and everyone inside of it. the end of the semester is HELL. the teachers pile on the work like theres no tomorrow, barely aknowledging that we have like 347693847693 mid terms next week. [ keep in mind that i am as far away from OCD that you could possably get and i never let school work stress me out and i could not possable care less whether or not i fail all my mid-terms ] yet everything is ripping me apart. i barely do any homework anymore.
im sick of falling asleep in all my classes.
im sick of constantly being hungry.
im sick of having to rush through homework durring school cause i didn't finish it.
i hate every single one of my classes.
i hate every single one of my teachers.
the ONLY class that i love is ending next week.
im sick of being so tired after a day of school and wanting a nap more than anything but theres just tooooo much home work to do before dance.
when i'm over tired it causes be to burst out into tears when theres too much of one emotion insode my head [tired - no time to sleep, hungry - nothing to eat, wanting good grades - not smart enough]
i'm always thinking about how every minute in every one of my classes is a complete waste of time and im never going to need to know the equation of a slope or how to say "oven" in spanish.. EVER.
im such a tired bitch in school that i dont mean to be all pissy around people that i care about..
i just wanna sit in my room all day, listening to music and drawing. to bad the only time for that is summer.. and i hate the summer.

well to top all this off, my dance teacher is the BIGGEST BITCH YOU COULD EVER POSSABLY IMAGGGINEEHSOIFGHSLDFJG. alright, prices are doubling. i love to dance but its getting out of controle. she thinks everyone is as disgustingly rich as she is. she is literally taking food out our mouths.
whatever.

im tired.

very

very

tired.

new-ness

2005-01-07T21:48:12Z

yeah.

thats right.

new layyyyout.

comment on it pweeeease.

<3

c_0ck_x @ 2004-12-21T19:22:00

2004-12-22T01:24:29Z

LEAVE ME BIRTHDAY CARD COMMENTS! <333 good day, considering im sick. thanks for the presents and love everybodyy<33333

thurrsdayjdnhfgu

2004-12-16T20:24:19Z

wellll I went to get my hair did. she put the blue in, then when she washed it out she made a weird face and said : "umm, bad news." that was a bit scurry there for a sec, "the good news is that I can put another color over it but the blue didnt come out im sooo sorry" it wasnt her fault, the lady at the place where she bought the color promised her that it would come out blue - but not only was there no blue.. there was just no color at all. But I am not sad, for she decided to put red in and cut it and I think it looks uber. Because of this little miss-hap, I was there for 4 hours [missing dance] when it was only suposed to be 2. It was worth it though. The red will stay in longer then the blue would have anyway. .. nothing else to say, plans for the weekend? no mall - please.

weird face you have there

2004-12-13T01:25:13Z

I just watched fahrenheit 9/11. If you think you hate our president now, you must see this moovie. I hated him before - now that hatred has turned into a firey passion for wanting to assasinate him. seriously.

I had fun this weekend, friday - hungout with alana for a bit then i went to sarah's. thats always fun, i hadnt seen the un-cut version of not another teen moovie in a while 8]
I went shopping with my mom on saturday. umm, i dont think we accomplished much. But we found this store that has any piece of hair supplies you would ever need - awesomeness. Later that night Alana slept over. We watched moovies on tv till we fell asleep. Ahh hanukah.
Today was uber. Me and my sister went with my dad to get a christmas tree. Its a fatty tree<3 then he took us to get moms presents - we succeded in less than an hour WITHOUT going to the mall. how cool are we. We decorated the tree while listening to the N*sync christmas cd. Oh listening to my wonderful father immitate that cd is the funniest thing i have ever witnessed in all my days.

THIS THURSDAY > you will have the joy of seeing my lovely blue hair. I bet your just as excited as i am.

Altoids

2004-12-06T00:32:06Z

I just saw a commercial about how "most of the people that have AIDS are black" ..i dont get it. yeah, the people in the commercial [ll cool j, snoop dogg, other black celebrities] don't care about the white people that have aids.. ;P

I haven't been doing much lately. I like just staying home blasting christmas music while a stare at my prettah lights =D
I hung out with Alana yesterday, it was alot of fun. She brought suchi - gross. and umm.. i dont remember the other stuff but it was quite funny.
Today melissa came over for a bit, we walked to the train station and got dunkin dounuts 8]

I only have to go through 8 more school days and then I can have blue hair. yes.
countdowns;
I turn 15; 16 days
Christmas; 20 days
blue hair; 10 days

Some one have a christmas party. cause i wanna go to one but i dont feel like throughing it.

happy 1st =D

2004-12-01T22:42:12Z

HAPPY DECEMBER =D yey. new layout for the holidays as you can see. for the rest of this month i will be happy at all times. Today - i am still stuck in the presick mode, my math teacher took ONE POINT off my test for the hell of it, the one and only test i will ever get 100 on, and im totally lost on the tests im going to take tomorrow and friday. But that doesnt matter for it is december and im in a jolly good mood =) countdowns; getting rid of this long, blonde-rooted hair> 17 days; i turn 15> 20 days; Chreestmas> 24 days... yes. COMMENTTT