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new [Sunday 1/1/06 @ 2:22pm] i made a new journal. www.livejournal.com/~jstnk_o add please BAM

fuck. [Saturday 12/31/05 @ 4:36pm] its new years eve and it needs to not be raining. seriosuly. [1] BAM

jetpack. [Friday 12/30/05 @ 1:28pm] hi i love driving. i'm so fucking good at it. i also love my mom so much lately. not nicole becasue she's silly and wanted to take like 55 of my cds to her friend's house over night. psh. so i love christmas and i hate that i have to wait another whole year for it to come again. the highlight of it was basically watching my mom and my drunk aunt play pingpong. i got a doodle bear and a million cds. woo! school christmas too, was amazing. everybodyz all "merry christmas heres a present!" ms williams gave out playdough. i didnt take out a pen for the whole day. i cut 8th period with fez and we went outside and ran around and did flips and stuff :] i love jess and angie a whole lot. we chain sleepover-ed. and we are so much better then everyone else. and thats it. BAM

[Wednesday 12/21/05 @ 9:34pm] birthdayyy<3333 x 236592375013 tomorrow is gonna suck cause it wont be my birthday anymore. [2] BAM

snow<3 [Sunday 12/4/05 @ 4:50pm] it snowed in case you're a vampire and didn't look out your window today. snow makes me feel like everything is perfect. i don't care that i have homework, or that we have to go back to school tomorrow or anything. i love life<3 i really hate talking to people when they're all sad. its a real downer. life could be so much worse, get over your stupid problems. if something upsets you, then don't think about it. think about the snow, and the christmas lights, and the christmas music, and your friends. why can't everybody think like me. my birthday is so soon.. its not even funny :D sgkhsldfgk!! [8] BAM

November. [Sunday 11/13/05 @ 4:47pm] [ mood | drained ] woah update. kay so umm, halloween. fun. pictures that i don't have/feel like posting. i stayed home on friday for the first time in like.. forever. it was fine with me :] the morning i went to ihop with nicole and laura cause i love them &ihop. then we went to circut city where they were handing out star wars pins. be jelous. then we came home &played ddr and watched the goofy movie. Yesterday i went to jess's house with brian, fez, angie &tom. we watched fight club &mallrats. then we went outside and did stupid shit. fun. I had to say goodbye to Laura on the phone when i got home cause mom wouldnt let me walk there. yeah she left to live in north carolina this morning. no one understands how much i'll miss that kid. she's the only one of nicole's friends that i've always liked a whole lot. and nicoles really upset and depress and she will be for quite a while since laura's probably not coming back to visit till summer. that makes me real sad. Today i was awaken by tom, brian, &fez frantically iming me to wake up. so within half an hour me &jess went over to fez's. i tried to sleep but that didn't work out. i was fine with staying at fez's but everybody's all "rahh lets go for a walk" so we got bawls at 711 and walked to toms to get his hat then we walked to brian's and watched spongebob. then we went home. funkinda. Marissa DeMarino is coming over in 2 weeks :]   ( <3 ) BAM

[Monday 10/3/05 @ 3:00pm] [ music | camel toe ] i love dance class<3. the end. [2] BAM

Holes [Saturday 9/10/05 @ 7:24pm] [ mood | relaxed ] I redid the layout. I don't really like it cause it's alot like the last one I had. Oh well:) So school isn't so bad. Accept the fact that I have barely any friends in my classes. I miss my classes from last year. my lunch period sucks. i wish there was more people i knew there. Well it's to early for me to care anyway. My art teachers crazy, it makes me laugh. Everything else isn't interesting enough to say. Yesterdayy me and Brian went to Jess's house after school and danced in the front yard. Then we went to the mall. We were with Angie, Ryan, Steve, James, Kevin, and Tia for a while. Then Jess got sad so I'm her boyfriend and Brian's her girlfrind. we were there for freakishly longer than we usually are so we were madd tired. but we're not aloud to ever stop walking in the mall so that made it worse. So apparently they're making a new law that you can't get into the mall unless your 17 or with someone over 21. Great. I slept till 1 today. It was the best feeling ever. Then I did.. nothing. And now Holes is on Disney channel :) Dance starts Monay, can't wait<3 [4] BAM

ow. [Friday 8/5/05 @ 9:57pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | transplants ] i just reached back to get my water that was on the floor and my chair fell back. fuck you chair. so i went bowling the other day, that was pretty fucking cool. &&&i love my angels<3 &our movie. i fucking hate summer. i dont give a shit about how moch school sucks i just want it to fucking start already so the sun can go into hiding for the year. i miss pants, and sweatshirts, and gloves, and long sleeves, and big socks, and snow, and trees without leaves, and dance. yeah. everything will be better when its cold. cause i hate waking up not being able to breathe cause its so hot. fuck you summer. yeah so Brian Rod just walked to my house and brought me a hot pocket. To repay him i'm spreading the word of his awesomeness. [8] BAM

SCORE. [Thursday 7/28/05 @ 10:23pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | gorillaz ] oh yes. my livejournal works again. i winnnn. okay so last time i updated was like.. last day of school. so i gota 75 on the science regents. sweet. OMG RECITAL. that really really kicked ass to the extreme. dress rehersal went great except dave almost dropping me on my face. lyrical didn't even look that bad on stage which is the shock of the century. the last night was fabbb. no one messed up smallgroup and it looked amazing. oh the music stopped in the middle of cabaret at the most inconvenient time - when i was ontop of jenna. i fucking can't wait for the videoo. rose is a fucking bitch piece of shit cunt for screwing everyone over and not caring that she is going to make what could have been the best year ever - crap. i'm not letting her do that to me. i have to call her back againnn, and then i have to go and find her and scream my face of at her to fix the fucking simple problem. maybe i'll bring danielle, that'd work. anyone else wanna help me just lemme know. yeah. sometime within the past couple of weeks i hung out with jenna. then i hung out with carine. then zoe &em. fun times =)<333! jess got back from hawaii. so me her &angie are fucking amazing charlies angels. we went to the mall and bought water guns. that was a fucking shit load of fun. tuesdayy. we saw charlie and the chocolate factory. we brought our water guns and filled them up. the movie was great. when it was over it was around 11:30 and there was litterally no one there.. we couldn't even find anyone that worked there. this resulted in a huge watergun fight. 8) we slept over my house. went to sleep at 8am after watching you got served. then we went to angies and sat in the AC watching movies. then we slept over. woo. yes its been a great few weeks. i <333 my livejournal &i know you all missed mee. [3] BAM

woah. [Friday 6/24/05 @ 10:34pm] [ music | cake - short skirt/long jacket ] i finished nineth grade. my computers working again. for now. me &alyssa &jenna &mike we're gonna go to adventureland, but theres no time or money for that at the moment. well it's been summer for a week. i haven't done anything. i love it. well i went shopping with mommy today to get a bathing suit. i wasnt gonna bother but jess's pool party is soon &mommy INSISTED on it cause she already bought nicole some. so it was the last week of dance classes. way sad. i missed krista's hugeness<3 hugehugehuge party x3460346 for 65 people on sunday. gosh, can't wait. then i have no social life for all of next week cause of dress rehersal &recital. then, when that ends - the world stops spinning &i sudenly have nothing to do anymore. i just watched the lizzie mcguire movie. [2] BAM

layoutfuckyes [Friday 5/27/05 @ 9:44pm] new layout. i'd like you to comment if you like it :) ♥ [11] BAM

suckmydick [Sunday 5/22/05 @ 5:51pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | franz ferdinand - this fire ] guesswhat i had a life this weekend. friday was the talent show. me &jess had fun singing along to 50cent songs<3 afterwards we lied down &found the big dipper while everyone else was leaving. her mommy took me home &i immediently went to sleep. after dance on saturday. i went to angies &we ate bbq &watched an amazing horse rase on tv. crazy shit. THEN we went to this carnival thing &the first delema was that the insane hobos running the thing charge way to much money for tickets, so we didnt go on that many rides. the second one we went on, omg- well, it started to rain. hard. &basically by the time we left we were completely dretched &couldnt feel our faces. hot chocolate is all good though<3 today basically sucked kinda. me &angie woke up way early. i went to dance. fuckinggg small group kills me inside. the only thing that kept me from colapsing when i got home was the fact that me &melissa were going to shove needles through our bellies later &then we were gunna go to the mall so i could buy blue hair dye for tomorrow. but then her show ended late &we didnt have time to go to the mall, which is a totalllll downer man, cause i wanted sososososo badly to dye my hair blue for barestage rehersal tomorrow so i could tell rose that it was permanent &see her flip a shit cause she deserves that for being a total fucking bitch to me all the time. dammit. so me &melissa went to her house &waited for her dad to get home. i was happy to hangout with her &stuff cause we dont that much anymore. so on the way to tatoo lous we planned the whole thing out [i was gunna go first] &we were way excited. we got there, the guy told us we need to go to a notery &get shit signed first, damn. we WILL do this by the weekend i swear. rawr. i have to stay after just to funish a fucking english project. i hate her. so much. up coming-> 4day week 4day week 5day week 2days thats ittttt♥ [5] BAM

woahblonde [Thursday 5/12/05 @ 6:15pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | in da club - fiddy ] so there we go. blonde. =) alright so it looks pretty damn buckets in the picture, but in real life it came out too streaky and i seem to be the only one that sees the oranginess >:P well if i attend the mall tomorrow ima puchase more dye &try to fix it. shool sucks. selvaggio sucks more. 19 days. ♥ [4] BAM

may. [Tuesday 5/10/05 @ 1:49pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | the beat goes on - ima robot ] tomorrow - blonde hair for real this time :D i am extatic for school to end. 21 days. thats right, 21 days. My GPA was the best it's been in a really long time - 88 :) Selvaggio's giving us a project tomorrow. And she can suck my dick. I went to angie's friday. It was posatively amazing. we should start a soccer team. &we wrestled to. After dance on saturday me &melissa went to the southshore mall. i purchased a cd for the first time in 3485703467 years. &borrowed some nail polish &a ring from hottoppic. sunday was mother's day of course. the most pointless holiday ever created by Hallmark. I planned to do the dishes. but i fell asleep after dance &woke up to my sister doing them. &&&she made some chocolate.. muffin things. they were really good despite the fact it made me look bad ;) so i made dinner. speghetti, the only thing i can cook. woo. I need to clean my room. my mom bought strawberries. [2] BAM

vacation? [Sunday 4/24/05 @ 6:16pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | west side story - lfo ] there seems to be more and more reasons to hate connetquot everyday. i hate how teachers give piles of homework because they think you have the whole "vacation" to work on it. dance is good lately i guess. i haven't been going out alot lately.. and i dont care that much. sarah's party on friday was fun though ;D & i think i'm hanging out with brittany tomorrow :) & i hate how hair dye just.. doesn't work. now the roots are blonde.. great. i'll hopefully try it again before thursday. what a waste of money though. oh yeah &i changed the layout. woo? thatsall♥ [7] BAM

hmm, april. [Saturday 4/9/05 @ 8:42am] I have..not much to say. I hate when i wake up at 8 on a saturday and can't fall back asleep like a normal human being. So it's april, and for the past week or so i thought it was may. I hate school, blahblahblah. I haven't been getting out much. except for the fact that i take like 2-3hour walks around the earth everyday. OMGYESTERDAY i walked all the way to steve's and stood on a skateboard. That is my new hobby and i am determinded to steel someones skateboard so i dont have to pay 7304746836 dollars for my own 8)I don't go on the computer nearly as much as you do anymore. I'm enjoying the time that i can stand outside without getting drained and beat up by the sun. The pope is dead. Ha. It's totally fucking gross that he's been lying there dead rotting for a whole week. Bleh. I think they finally buried him though. Catholic school were off yesterday cause the pope effects their lives SOOMUCH. Whatev. My moms been making banana bread like every two weeks for quite a while. I can't explain the joy. <3 BAM

[Monday 2/28/05 @ 7:47pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Santeria ] I don't wanna leave this thing completely behind so I figured I'd update like.. once a month? So I hope everyone's vacation was wonderously buckets. Mine was pretty good. My mommy bought me some stuff, I hung out with some people, the mall on friday was funfunfun. Yeah I like sleeping untill 12:30 everydayyy<33 *sigh* It's snowing again. They're already taking days off of some vacation somewhere so I hope theres a delay - though I won't be sad if school is actually cancelled 8) Sachem has no school of course. What a fucking surprise. I hope they have no summer. So it's my first day back and it was hell. Sometimes my teachers talk so loud it hurts my ears. I'm going to fail science. I got a 48 on the last test. I thought I did so good on that test. Which would have made sence because I studied harder than I have ever studied for a test in that class and it was really easy. "those who are getting grades in the 40s arent trying hard enough and its only going to get harder" blah blah fuckingfuck. Whatever. I do not care about the fucking sunami. I don't. [5] BAM

WOW UPDATE [Tuesday 1/18/05 @ 3:26pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | shins ] well here we go on a rant. i cannot possably describe my hatred for connetquot highschool and everyone inside of it. the end of the semester is HELL. the teachers pile on the work like theres no tomorrow, barely aknowledging that we have like 347693847693 mid terms next week. [ keep in mind that i am as far away from OCD that you could possably get and i never let school work stress me out and i could not possable care less whether or not i fail all my mid-terms ] yet everything is ripping me apart. i barely do any homework anymore. im sick of falling asleep in all my classes. im sick of constantly being hungry. im sick of having to rush through homework durring school cause i didn't finish it. i hate every single one of my classes. i hate every single one of my teachers. the ONLY class that i love is ending next week. im sick of being so tired after a day of school and wanting a nap more than anything but theres just tooooo much home work to do before dance. when i'm over tired it causes be to burst out into tears when theres too much of one emotion insode my head [tired - no time to sleep, hungry - nothing to eat, wanting good grades - not smart enough] i'm always thinking about how every minute in every one of my classes is a complete waste of time and im never going to need to know the equation of a slope or how to say "oven" in spanish.. EVER. im such a tired bitch in school that i dont mean to be all pissy around people that i care about.. i just wanna sit in my room all day, listening to music and drawing. to bad the only time for that is summer.. and i hate the summer. well to top all this off, my dance teacher is the BIGGEST BITCH YOU COULD EVER POSSABLY IMAGGGINEEHSOIFGHSLDFJG. alright, prices are doubling. i love to dance but its getting out of controle. she thinks everyone is as disgustingly rich as she is. she is literally taking food out our mouths. whatever. im tired. very very tired. [6] BAM

new-ness [Friday 1/7/05 @ 3:46pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | I am the walrus ] yeah. thats right. new layyyyout. comment on it pweeeease. <3 [6] BAM

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